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Night feed


Awake for night feed. This is motherhood.

– lack of sleep
– always alert of baby’s cues (even when im sleeping)
– endless pumping
– diaper changing
– loads of cuddling
– loads of kisses

Many more to learn about this little one of mine.

Anyways, blog has been dead for the past few months. I present you my little gift from Allah. My little boy was born on the 8th Dec 2015 and we have a lot to learn about each other.

I still remember during my third trimester whereby I couldn’t get much sleep as I had to go for my toilet runs in the morning.

Here I am not getting much sleep cos of his 2 hourly feedings. Hahaha. So much love for my little one.

Love Is Ouch – 2NE1

It’s August 2nd, 2015 and I am still alive, pretty much alive and reading the lovely ladies posts that I am following. I just get lazy to update this blog and I do not have anything interesting or major to blog about. I just realized that in a few weeks time it’ll be a year i am married to the amazing yet annoying man of my life, I pray that we will be able to last here in Dunya and meet again in Jannah since life ain’t permanent. I still wanna meet him there and stay together forever, may this Do’a of mine come true.

I am kinda emotional now as I am alone at home while the husband is working day shift. He will only be back later at 8pm with dinner! I hope that I get to eat his uncle’s famous Sup Tulang tonight. Orang sudah sebut, saya mahu!

I have been keeping a lot of secrets ever since i got married as i am afraid that i may unconsciously bring out my husband’s or my aib, it is vital for us to keep it within ourselves (have always kept this in mind). I shall spill one secret out today as it’s confirmed and everything is pretty much settled.

Our one year anniversary is in a few weeks time and we have been busy with work and life together but we had things planned out and running for the past few months, does anyone¬†remember the Tigerair promotion early this year? We actually booked two tickets to the place I’ve been wanting to go (which i will only reveal on the day i’m there, in ig at least). Nazz macam taik, i know. I just don’t like spilling the whole can of beans. I am a Scorpio (not that i read and believe it, it’s just that i know most of the¬†Scorpios¬†are like that)¬†after all and i keep a lot a lot of secrets.

We will be celebrating the anniversary 2 weeks earlier and we will be flying off on the third week of August¬†as my sister will be getting married on the week of my wedding anniversary. Insya Allah. Like i said, there ain’t much happening.

I see a lot of my friends flying off this week which excites me actually. I pray that they will have safe journey to and fro and a fun trip at the foreign country and always be protected.

Before i end this not so exciting post, i would like to check if anyone of you actually have seen or own this product. I would like to purchase it but i can only purchase it via their official website and i am way too lazy to wait for the item to reach me. Do let me know if you girls see one selling here in Singapore. I would appreciate it so much!


travelrest pillow

Have a great week ahead! May Allah bless all those still breathing here on Earth and forgive those who has returned to him. Not too sure if it’s too late but Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.

That Three Days of Photo Shoot

Good morning to all my lovely readers! It’s been awhile (this is not a new sentence in this blog)

We had a long day yesterday as we ran a few errands which included collecting of our post wedding photo shoot albums by Esa Wedding Gallery. I am not gonna be long winded in this post as i have a few stuffs to settle today. Oh! before i forget to mention let’s welcome my baby sister to the¬†ups and downs¬†during the preparation in becoming¬†a bride as flawless as possible! Her wedding date will be 1 day before my 1 year wedding anniversary. =.= Kirekan nak sehati sejiwa tapi tak menjadi gitu uh. chey… tak laa.. bedek je.

Back to Esa Wedding thingy, we reached Singapore Expo around 5.20pm if i remembered correctly and we went straight to their booth to collect the items. We received two big, super heavy like dumbells albums, 3 table top frames, 2 cds (which contains of all the pictures), 1 vip card and a packet of all the sample photos in 4r. Before this we actually collected our big frame which was 2 months ago. We had a total of 5 outfits which i will be showing you girls later! I am excited cos all of the photos are super pretty and i am not exaggerating!

I won’t be blogging after this till September 2015 as some things are coming up and no it’s not about the house yet. They are building up our unit though! Went there for another sneak peek! Can’t wait to move in!


This was our first shoot which was taken at Desaru, i was so thankful that i hated heels and took the flats with me instead. It was easier to walk on those rocks with them flats on! I wonder how do some brides manage to walk on those with heels on, even if they took it out, damn it must be a painful one.


The second outfit on the very same¬†day, i LOVE this dress so much! It lightens my mood up every time i walk in it! This is somewhere near Desaru area just that it’s secluded i think? Can you spot the cow? :p


The next day, we were given the opportunity to bring our own clothing to match the theme we wanted. I got the husband to decide what theme he wanted and he chose this! So kampung kan!!! The clogs i “curik” for awhile from Esa. Heh! Surprisingly, it fitted me well. One of our indoor shoot but this was taken outside laa, i actually posted a sneak peek on my ig months back when Esa posted it on Facebook.


Second indoor shoot, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai. Outfit requested and chosen by my mother! She wanted us or rather me to wear it as i do have indian blood running in my body. =.= I laughed and laughed so much during this shoot as i felt ticklish with the outfit itself and the bulu bulu at the side there.


Last but not least, another favorite! This shoot was supposed to take place on the day we had our 2 indoor shoot but it wasn’t meant to be. While we were touching up on our make up, we heard thunder and heavy rain started to pour. We had lunch in the stop and waited to see if the rain is gonna subside anytime soon so that we can continue with the shoot. It didn’t seemed like it was gonna stop in an hour or so, so we had to postpone the shoot to another day instead. We had this done a month after our wedding as that was the earliest for both parties. This was taken at Iskandar Ria, i love the architectural of this place! Such beauty! Every of our photo looked so good! I love the dress so much and it was chosen by one of their staff by recommendation. I saw few other brides wearing this too! Ni yang poofy dress! Dalam ada the besi thingy eh? Airy gila k! Most comfortable dress ever!! Except for the top uh, cos it’s corset. Heh!

Another photo shoot you say? Nopes. Not ever. We had so much fun but it was tiring at the same time.

I would definitely recommend Esa Wedding Gallery to all bride and groom! Have fun! ūüėÄ

So long and goodbye

Been awhile since i logged in here and i almost forgot that i have a blog to rant things out. Apparently i haven’t had anything random to rant on which is why it is in this state now. It’s good to be back for now as i have been too busy at work plus i am¬†down with a cough virus which have been lingering around in my body for almost a month now. Alhamdulillah for the antibiotics, i think it’s working well.

Ever since the wedding prep, i didn’t have anything major to save on until one of our future neighbours posted a new update on our BTO project page which says “The construction staff told me by June 2015 most of the blocks can lego finish. exclude paintings, wirings, piping.¬†Key collections Jan 2016?” When i saw the news i immediately screenshot that post and sent it to the husband and i told him that we need to collect them money. Hahaha… I told mom about the news and she said that it’s building up fast and gave me encouragements for me save up them money. We have been browsing around some renovations contractors on facebook few months back and thanks to their updates we finally have an idea on what will our house theme would be. Thank you technology.¬†

It got too interesting for us that the husband rode down to our future home to see the real deal. We got there and it was almost done, 4 more floors to our unit. Our unit is the last floor so we had a rough estimation of the month that it would be done.

I got stressed for a moment as i didn’t wanna take any loans for the renovations. We wanna be loan free as we are for the wedding stuffs! Le hubs told me not to get stressed out as we have tons of time to save plus we are not in a hurry to move in. We still have his parents place to stay in like we have for these past 4 months!

Sidetrack sikit eh, 4 months plus eh! Cepat gila!

After that screenshot, i got eager and logged in facebook again to see if there is any more updates about my block (i do not stay logged in for facebook plus i rarely use it, i find it a mess nowadays plus they no longer have sensitivity which made me hate it more) and guess what! Another big news updated!

The contractors have started a trial paint on our block itself! I thought trial paint will start only when the block is done lego-ing! But no, it has started and they have painted white as the base color! I cannot wait to see the final result!! Super excited gila!


1546054_10153455721040130_3343912714895837786_nthat’s my block right there.

So yup, that’s about it! My shoe box unit. Goodbye.


credits for the photos goes to my future neighbours!